Thursday, November 05, 2009
Some thoughts

The weather isn’t good recently, too cold at night and too hot at mid-day, it gets crazy. As for my job, I am very free during working hours, not customers make any order after the price increases by 5%, I didn’t know why I am still here, I am so free at work.

I read many articles at free hours, and I have some thoughts for the life.

I don’t know why I am into this world, however I was bought by parents and here I am. At childhood, I was protected by parents; I have not choice to select which one to be my parents, so I can only have what they gave to me. As the time goes by, I have grown up and responsible for my life, and now I am nearly 30s, I got kind of confused on time.

At first about my work, sometimes I thought that I need to work harder and harder to get what I want, like high position, well-paid, good social status, but that cost time and effort to get them, as time is short, why I have to work so hard to get all these? When I am gone, nobody remember me and nothing important at all.

About the marriage, I read so many articles about marriage, The one that single complains about love, like their boyfriend treat them badly, the one that married complains about their husband that look for another girls. The one divorce that complained can’t find the true love in life, nobody take care of them, thought of them.

The more worse, after divorce, the men is easier for women to look for another half. That is a saying, A man is in his high point in his 40s and woman is in 20s, so when the best time is gone, how can a woman find another half easily?
Then the more reason I read from Internet, the more confuse I am, what I call it is the meaning of life?